Asperger Diary Day 3

hey ya'll

sorry again, i think i will be posting each day every few days so i have more time to plan if that is alright!

first of all, i am a bit stuck for a subject to talk about today but an ASD friend of mine gave me a great idea which funnily enough i will be talking about that exxact topoic.

so... todays topic is.........

THERAPY

have any of you or your parent ever thought about having therapy.

i remember about 1 year ago lying down with my mother and actually asking her if i could have therapy i felt really angry and stressed out with the fact that i cant conrol myself and i struggle with my anger and my language. back then, i also had a period of time when i was deaaling with hard hitting depression and it ended up leaving me with no option but to take about 1 month off from school!

this was probably the most hardest thing that i had to deal with and it came to the point where i wanted it all to end and i wanted to end it all and my only idea was...... suicide.

i managed to hide my feelings and bottle them all up (as i always do) so that my parents didnt expect anything. later on in that week, i went quite far and i took a kitchen knife and hid it in my sock drawer. this was quite hard for me and it had reached that point when i actually considered pulling the plug there and then.

after though on this i realised that i did want to die but i didnt and the reason for this was becuase of my parents and my brother! mainly because of my  brother that i did not want to leave this world because he kept it all going.

this is the only thing that i did not tell my therapist. so ssshh dont tell him

anyway back to the therapist subject.

if you have any worries or things that you dont feel comfortable enough to talk to your parents about, log onto the CAMHS website and get in touch with them to organise a meeting and meet your therapist. or if you dont want to meet them just have nnumerous of meetings with your therapist via email.

well ok thanks guys

that is all i have to say for now folks

i will post some more info about CAMHS soon and i hope some of my ideaas should work!

feel free to email or call me or text me and i will answer all questions you may have.

all right

AsperGirl98 Rebel98 is outta here!!

XOXO

 

Comments

[AriaCassy :3]

This should help you a lot
Just talking can do a lot more than you think!
XOXO
AserGirl98